Valentine’s Truthful Tuesday
Alright, here’s some interesting facts related to love:
I was once in love with a friend of mine, but we had a falling out, and she went on to be a nude model. Then I later found out she in fact LIKED ME, and it made me feel like an idiot.
I had a crush on this girl in High School, and now she’s a Pornstar. Funny how that happens.
I’ve never been kissed. Yes, you read that right. I’m not ashamed of it as I once was, but it still hurts nonetheless.
I’m not always looking for ‘that special someone’. I want to have some fun goddammit!
That’s about all I’m willing to share.
Happy Valentine’s Day.
Truthful Tuesday Quickie
I love to dance naked around my apartment when no one is around.
Truthful Tuesday 1/17/2012
When you tell people everything about yourself, it’s tough coming up with interesting things to write about on TT, but I’ll try.
6 years ago, I was bit by a dog on my nose and I still have the scars. Most cannot see them, but I do every time I look in the mirror.
I talk big, and look big, but I feel small inside.
I used to think Dane Cook was funny, now I don’t.
I used to have a massive crush on Lindsay Lohan back in her prime, and in some ways, I still do. I don’t know what it is about trashy people that gives me an erection, but for some reason…
I used to have really bad B.O. to the point where I was called into the Dean’s office in High School because of it. I haven’t smelled bad since.
I’ve been told I look like Seth Rogen, Seth MacFarlane, and Jonah Hill, but I don’t think I look like any of them.
I know a lot more than I am openly willing to admit for fear of ridicule, and exposing the absolute true nature of some people.
I am a good guy, but I have done bad things.
That’s all I can think of. I hope it’s enough.
Truthful Tuesday 1/10/2012
I think about killing myself more than anyone would realize, but I don’t have the drive to actually do it. I’ve tried before, and it’s just a waste of time, and incredibly selfish.
When I was a kid, I wanted to be a Palentologist. When I got older, I wanted to be a Cartoonist. After that, I wanted to be a Videogame designer. Now I’m a filmmaker… Well, ALMOST a filmmaker.
People can’t read me too well because at any point I could be joking or be completely serious. Apparently, people don’t realize the differences, hence why I get into trouble a lot.
I hate milk, but I love chocolate milk.
I talk about myself way too much.
That is all.
Truthful Tuesday 12/20/11
I’m not normally one to lie to begin with, but I suppose I could share a FEW secrets…
I once thought I was gay, back in High School, but then I realized I was just confused. I also like tits too much.
4 people from my old High School went on to do Pornography. Not really something about me, but still fucking bizarre.
I have gynecomastia due to medication I took as a child. I don’t want to go into details about it as it is embarrassing for me to talk about it.
My Full Diagnosis is Asperger’s Syndrome and Generalized Anxiety Disorder with Bi-Polar tendencies.
I’ve always wanted to take Acid and go to Disneyland.
I like getting Manicures and Pedicures. They’re fucking awesome.
I once only ate from a jar of Peanut Butter for 4 days straight.
I once called my parents after I drank half a bottle of Jagermeister. Worst decision I ever made.
I read my horoscope almost every day. I know it’s mostly bullshit, but I enjoy a bit of guidance in my day-to-day activities.
I think that’s all I’ll share for now. Expect another post before Xmas, non-TT related of course.
And now, Truthful Tuesday 10/11/11
My nervous breakdown I suffered this past weekend had to do with a girl, and obviously, I didn’t handle it too bloody well.
The good news is that this opens up more doors for me than I could ever think. I am loved by women, as a friend, and now maybe as something more. Hopefully, some pretty young thing comes wandering in so I can try out the technique my friend told me.
I’d never had someone explain shit about women so directly to me, and not only that, it made sense because he was so clear and concise.
On another note, I’m a strong guy both emotionally and physically, but I cry and bleed like any other person. I have moments of doubt, self-loathing, and grief. It’s what makes me human, and accepting it only makes me stronger.
Truthful Tuesday 3/1/2011
My brain is going down the toilet, a whirlpool of shit and piss, swirling around, never stopping, never waning.
I’m tired y’all. And not in a good way. I need to stop this crazy party. I feel like a fried egg. I’m spent.
Truthful Tuesday 2/15/11
I don’t normally do these, but I felt it was necessary considering I had a nervous breakdown of sorts today.
I bought Marvel Vs. Capcom 3 today, which I cannot play because my Xbox 360 is in storage, and I was genuinely upset considering I am a HUGE gamer, and this is the first time I’ll have bought a game I cannot play immediately after I got it.
After that, I went to check the mail, and something I was expecting didn’t come, so I called the place, and they said they hadn’t mailed it yet.
Needless to say, I was STRESSED OUT driving back to the hotel, and when I got back, I flipped out.
Progress is going so slow on my applications and such for Film School, and I haven’t played a game in almost 3 weeks. That’s a long time for me, and the longest I haven’t played in years.
Videogames have always been a constant for me, and a source of defragmenting everything going on in my life, so not having them, and being stressed out of my mind with paperwork, and being worried about the future… It was bound to make me crack eventually.
So I have a choice: I can pull out my Xbox out of storage, buy a small TV, and play games, or I can buck up, and weather this storm. I talked to my mom about this, and she seems adamant to allow me to retrieve my system, but I see multiple negatives rather than pure positives.
The situation is so complex overall, I just wish it wasn’t.
So I keep seeing these blogs about “Truthful Tuesday” but to be completely honest (ironically enough), I ALWAYS tell the truth.
But if there is one thing I have to be truthful about, it’s that I had a MASSIVE crush on someone while I was going through my shit last year and earlier this year. I’ve let them go because I know I’m not the one, but I’m still looking for that “special someone” to come into my life and show me a good time.
I get so damn lonely being by myself, but I hate being called by my mother because I really want to hang out with someone I like that ISN’T family. God she pisses me off sometimes. But this all being said, I know she’s only trying to help, but she goes about it the wrong damn way. Our relationship is fucked up because of the whole situation with my Dad, and she has as much to answer for as he does because she wasn’t around either. She was lost in my Dad and her alcoholic tendencies, trying to deal with her own problems. I just want her to back the fuck off, and let me go. I’m not 5 years old anymore, and I’ve been living on my own for 2 1/2 years now, which has worked out fine.
So I guess I haven’t been COMPLETELY truthful about some things, but it’s more like there’s information I haven’t chosen to share than actually hid.
Other than all of that nonsense, I guess I just want to be around/with someone, but I need my space too.